I literally have nothing to write,so here goes nothing…

It’s my second night here,and I’ve already started wondering whether I’ve changed that much…I know it takes someone who knows you to determine the extent of you change but there’s that little you inside who will notice even the slightest shift in the tentacles of your reserved boundaries, right?

I mean, I’m now more approachable…don’t get me wrong, still socially awkward,but that’s me. I’m learning to listen and participate in conversations without zoning out or thinking I’m irrelevant. As said, talking isn’t my cup of tea,but we’ll,a girl’s gotta say what a girl’s gotta say . I feel like I’m starting a new life all together, which I should take charge of and channel with great caution, but is it wrong to want to let go for once and move with the flow?Is that to much to ask of myself?

We’ll, I wish I could do that,be so careless,push away,no forget about that fear of messing up.Too bad I’m not up for learning new habits yet. I’ve seen them not give a damn about what they’re doing, but let’s face it,I just can’t, I’m not like them,never will be, overthinking is my middle name…